I'm back thanks to my trusty BlackBerry

I'm going crazy. I need somewhere to let things out. We can't check myspace or facebook at work anymore for the risk of being fired. Besides that all of the people that are driving me to the looney bin can find me in both of those places.

I really need to get back in the habit of writing. It might help me to be a happier person since I wouldn't be keeping everything all bottled up.

North Dakota has been no good for me. I turned into person that I didn't even know. And know that I am trying to get the true Crista back I'm not sure I know how to find her. I've let way to many people walk all over me.

We will get more into that later. Right now I need to get out of bed and start getting ready for work.