Is there something on my face?

I swear I am the most paranoid person on earth.

So last night when I got home from work and took my shower I decided that I wanted to blow dry my hair. It just looks better when it is straight and not all fuzzy and trying to be curly. After doing my hair at 4:30am I decided to do my laundry. I washed everything 3 weeks worth of dirty clothes, all of my blankets and both sets of sheets that I have here.

I finished that and rearranged my bedroom. (I pulled my bed out from under Megan's loft. I was tired of having to move the whole damn thing to make my bed, and still having to climb around like a monkey to tuck the backside in.) I ended up going to bed at 8:30am and then got up around 2pm.

The day had been pretty normal I haven't gotten to the paranoid part yet. Sit around talking to Megan for a couple hours. I was actually in a good mood because I was kind of awake before she came into the room this morning. And after going all day yesterday only saying maybe 3 words to her I felt kind of bad.

I started getting dressed around 4:30, brushed my teeth finished getting dressed and headed down to Jennifer's house, shortly after 5. Cooked a pizza and ate an ice cream sandwich. (I'm almost to the paranoid part just a little bit more.) We were going to se E.T. at 6:50, but first we had to stop by Johnny's boss' house. So we take off, Jenn and Johnny in his car and me following in my car.

We get to the first stop light (I have this terrible habit of looking into cars as they pull up next to me.) This cute little red car pulls up next to me in the turning lane and the guy in the passenger seat starts waiving at me. I'm from Wyoming so I do the little cowboy head nod of recognition. The dude nods his head and waves again.

Now I am thinking, hot guy in cute car, keeps waving at me, do I have ice cream on my face, does my hair look that bad (I didn't brush it when I left I just put a headband on.) So I wave a little and smile, cute guy in the car next door smiles back then draws a smiley face with his fingers in the air so I will smile again.

After smiling again, I stopped looking and just waited for the light to turn green. It was odd I didn't know what else to do, I did look at the license plates as they turned, the cute little red car is from Canada.

So we go to the movie, Johnny leaves after an hour of it so he can go to work. Jenn and I finish watching the moive and head to the Village Inn for Pie and a Shake. I take Jenn home and drop her off then back to the dorm.

Hoping for a letter from Nathan I decided to walk down to Wilkie to check the mail. Walking through the tunnel some cute guy says hello to me. I said Hi back and immediately started thinking I must have something on my face. Why on earth would these guys be talking to me?!? It must be the hair, because I haven't had anything on my face.

Any ways that is my whole paranoia story.

Jenn thought I had gotten my hair cut, because it looks so different. I wish it looked like this all the time, but blow drying is so bad for your hair.

So this is one of the rare happy entries where I don't whine about anything. Today has to be a good day. It has been one year since my first official date with Nathan. The night that changed our whole relationship, (for the better of course.)

I just wish I could be spending tonight with him instead of thousands of miles away.