rambling rambling

I logged in forever ago and thought that I was going to write something, but I got distracted.

I was reading updated diarys that I frequent. heidiss updated. I am sad that everytime she updates something terrible has happened or she is not feeling so good about herself. I need to remember to sign into AIM so I can talk to her more often. Be a more friendly online friend.

I was also typing a letter to my boss about work this weekend. He is full of promises but never comes through. I am not even sure that he realizes this. Any ways hoefully something will get done if he sees this in writting. I left the letter on his desk Sunday afternoon and told him it was there. When it was still in the envelope Monday night when I got to work, I decided to bring it home, do a little editing while I wasn't in such a bad mood and seek the aproval of ye good ole roomie.

Hopefully the approval she gave to my efforts wasn't her just humoring my pitiful attempts at making things better. I am sure they aren't, but you know how when you live with someone, sometimes you just start thinking they say things that you want to hear.

Maybe only I think that, I have had some pretty bad experiences living with people. My first year of college was definately one of those, and then the summer that I thought it would be cool to run off to Cody and live with a psycho. I am sure nothing he ever said was real. He still owes me money that he promised I would get back, I had his word. Let me tell you something, the word of an ex-druggie is prolly a lot like a shark promising that it won't bite your leg off as soon as you get in the water. Maybe not all drug abusers are like that, the one I dealt with was though. I'm sorry that my experience with him has put all other drug abusers in a group of people that I don't want to deal with. I am sure some of them are great people.

It is midnight and Nick's shift just got over and it is past that 11pm bedtime I set for myself last week or so. I think last night was the first night I went to bed before 10 pm, but that was because I was miserable

night