I need to get more sleep or I am going to become a permabitch

If you came home from your classes and saw your roommate sleeping when you know that she only got 3 hrs of sleep and had a super busy day would you not figure out that she decided that sleep was more important than a few of those things and try to be quiet so she could sleep.

My roommate sure as hell wouldn't. She is the queen of being inconsiderate. She comes into the room, throws her backpack on her desk, unzips it throws the contents around putting them away. Then opens all of her desk drawers and slams them shut looking for something, goes over to her closet and opens all the drawers that are the dresser part of the closet. Once she has found her snack food of choice the TV came on. The Dating Story on TLC and everyword echoed in my mind because she had it turned up so loud.

As soon as the fruit snacks were gone, it was back to the desk to get the bag of Easter candy sitting on her desk, once she was tired of those back to the dresser and her food drawer and it was the box of Gobstoppers. (How sad is it that I know exactly what she is eating with out opening my eyes and just listening to the noises she is making.)

The whole time I was tossing and turning I just wanted to yell at her to turn the fucking TV down (which me wanting to use that word means I am pretty mad, because I have been trying not to cuss anymore.) I wish she had taken it home with her during Spring Break. Then there would be nothing noisy that she could turn on while I am sleeping.

The whole deal wouldn't have been so bad if I hadn't left the curtain open so she wouldn't have to turn the light on when she came in. As soon as she started making noise I woke up and opened my eyes a little bit and the light instantly made me more consious of everything.

If the room I am sleeping in is going to be bright it has to be quiet, and if there is going to be noise it has to be dark. I can't sleep with both of these factors working against me

So for the hour I spent tossing and turning trying to block out some of the noise and light, I kept praying that she still had one more class to go to. And wondering why the hell she couldn't go over to Steve's room. He has a bigger TV and a chair to sit on instead of the floor.

I do feel a bit better now that I have a couple extra hours of sleep under my belt. I went to the deal for the Writers Conference. It was very interesting. I want to buy the book he (David Treuer) read the prologue to us it was very interesting plus he kind of built up the suspence leading to this one thing so well and then just stopped so we would have to read the book to figure out what the heck happened.

The book will be out in the Spring of 2003 and it is called Ready Set Go End Earth. It will be a good read I think.

My tummy is telling me it is diner time. You may hear more from me yet tonight.

~hugs