I think I'm in big trouble this time

Happy Valentine's Day!

My knee has been killing me since I finished doing my laundry last night at 10pm. It hurts to walk. Just thought everyone would like to know that (not really but I shared anyway.)

I'm probably getting mew carpet in my room back home. Which is a good thing because the yellow carpet I have is really ugly. But it makes wat I have to do the next time my parents call even more difficult than it already is. I have to ask them to borrow some money to pay my bills until I get my first paycheck. (I filled out the job application at Taco Bell and got hired. $6.25/hr. to start, sad that that is the most I've ever been paid an hour, I will be working the late night shifts so I don't really know how it is going to effect my school, hopefully not much.)

Back to the new carpet, the water heater, which is in my bedroom closet at home broke and flooded that whole side of our house. Yesterday when Jenn talked to my dad he had taken the day of from work to take everything out of my room so he could tear up the carpet and padding because it stinks really bad.

So my parents have to eiter buy a new water heater, or fix this one and get new carpet for my room. Jenn has already borrowed $1000 from my parent's since she has been here. I know they can't really afford to loan me the money, but I am desperate.

I think I am in some serious trouble, I talked to one of te ladies at Household on Tuesday morning, she was completely rude to me, she even hung up on me. So yesterday I was busy all day and they were trying to call again. This morning I didn't feel like talking to them so Meg answered the phone and told them I wasn't there. Which why they called at the same time they called on Tuesday is beyond me because I told the lady I had to leave for class.

Something is going on and my cell phone was disconnected as of yesterday so I couldn't even call my parent's to ask if they could loan me the money. I should have stayed in Montana until next fall, I had a job up there at least and I could pay my bills on my own, for the most part.

It is so great spending your Valentine's Day worrying about what is going to happen the next time the phone rings.

I wish I was back in Wyoming. Everything was easier and I knew what I was doing. Here I just float from one day to the next trying to avoid conflict.

It sucks