mission orders

Nathan called me tonight, I was very surprised. The had just been ringing off the hook for me. After I left for work this afternoon, my aunt Terri called to check up on me. Around 8 my dad called and I talked to both of my parents. It was nice I miss them a lot. (That probably seems quiet strange if you have read what I have written about them in the past.)

Then at 9:30 Nathan called. He is such a cutie tonight. In on of the letters I wrote him while Kandice was here that first week. I told him all I wanted was some Ramen Noodles. I felt bad for eatting out every meal with Dorea and Kandice because I didn't have any money. He told me he was going to send me a package of Top Ramen. But he has been working everyday now and the post office is closed when he goes to work and closed when he gets off work. So he hadn't gotten the chance to mail it yet.

Last night when I was waching Sweet November I decided that I wanted a puppy again. So I was telling Nathan about that, and then it made me sad again that I hadn't seen Tiny since I gave her away in November. Nathan said he was sad too. It confused me because he only saw the puppy once, so I asked him why he was sad and he said because he couldn't see me. And that makes me sad because I can't see him either. And he got his mission orders today. He has to report to mission training in Utah on December 5. He will be there for a while because he has to learn how to speak spanish. He is going to Mexico for his mission.

At least he isn't going to Japan or South Africa or somewhere really really far away. Now I can be like he is still on the same continent as me, even though he is in a different country.

I don't want him to go. I don't want to be away from him for 2 years.