missing

Lookie lookie another entry! Aren't we all so proud of me? But don't get totally excited, it will prolly end up just being about how work sucks and I miss Nathan.

The kid at work that I totally hate, today he wasn't so bad. As long as he doesn’t have anyone to talk to I can stand him. The only reason that happened today was because we were short handed and he knows that I don't like him so he didn't talk most of the afternoon because I was the only one around to listen to him.

This morning was another story though. Some one broke into his house the other day or something. He had to talk about it all morning. Duh! If you are going to leave your house unlocked someone is going to figure it out and break in. But all they took was some alcohol so like it was that big of a deal. It was probably one of his friends looking for him and he wasn't home so they took his booze. Not something I want to hear about for 4 hours.

And if I hear that stupid Adam's Family song again I am going to go crazy and kill who ever it was that was whistling, singing, humming the darn song. I don't even want to hear it on the TV at the dumb basketball games. That is why it is always stuck in the people at works heads; they watch too much basketball.

I haven't talked to Nathan since Tuesday night. I miss him so much, but whenever I call I never really have anything to say so anything distracts me and my parents always want to talk to me as soon as I get on the phone. Plus, I really don't like talking on the phone. Quick phone calls that have a point are okay most of the time. This is how bad my fear of the stupid phone is, I don't even call to order pizza. I make someone else call and order the pizza. I don't like phones so there are always these long moments of silence when I do call Nathan. I feel bad because when I do say anything it isn't important I'm just talking to end the silence.

I just want to be able to see him every night again.

I miss that so much. I can't just walk across campus when I need to get away from everything now, it is a three hour drive and I can't be making that every night. It would be nice, but not going to happen.

I think this has gotten long enough. I will shut up now.