i think i am going to make myself sick

Where to start? I can't even remember what I said before my last entry. Thirty minutes after I got out of the shower last night, (I can't stand smelling like Taco Bell) I had forgotten what underwear I had put on. This either says that I'm not getting enough sleep or I am trying to do too much at once. Probably both.

I was determined to go to bed early last night. Got off work at 9 went straight back to the dorm and was going to hop in the shower, Megan was already there. So I sat around making the room smell like Taco Bell and watched Dawson's Creek (had to watch the end twice because Megan can't just sit still and be quiet, she has to talk once she is in a room with another person.)

Bonkrood, please email me and tell me what happened on Glory Days, (the afore mentioned pain in the butt roommate decided to press the stop button 10 minutes into the show.)

So at 12am I got ready for bed once I got into my bed I couldn't sleep. I was awake until 3:30. You want to know why I couldn't sleep? (it's my diary so you get to know even if you don't want to know.) I couldn't sleep because Nathan wasn't there next to me. Of all the crazy reasons. We have probably slept in the same bed a total of 10 nights. The last time being the beginning of August last year.

So why now that he is in Mexico City am I unable to sleep because he isn't there? (He got to Mexico City on Monday, if I may have forgotten to mention that in an earlier entry.) He called me from L.A. it was nice to be able to talk to him for more than 10 minutes, but I was also worried that now that I have finally gotten used to not talking to him at least once a week, I am going to be right back where I was in December when he first left.

I have two hours before my next class, so I think I am going to go take a nap, I have to close tonight so I won't be getting to sleep until 5 am if I can get to sleep tonight.

hasta