Happy Forth, weird dream

Happy Forth of July!

I had a super weird dream this morning. And I decided I needed to document it. Maybe someone who knows a little about dream analysis will happen upon my little house here and be able to explain what my subconscious me is trying to tell my conscious me.

I am at Sears looking at Wedding dresses with my mom and she makes me put this one on over all of my regular clothes then tells me to go find my dad and show him. I left the store with the dress on and went to Lander Marine to show my dad. He then sends me to the swimming pool to show my sister. When I got to the swimming pool there was some huge swim meet going on so I took off the dress and started watching. Everyone kept coming up to me and asking if I knew where Dean-o was.

I get up and go looking for Dean and when I find him he is sitting there drinking. I ask him why he thinks he needs to drink so much and we get in a fight because he thinks I do not love him anymore. This is when I realize that I am getting married to him and not Nathan. After a crazy fight about how he thinks I keep putting off the wedding because I am waiting to see if Nathan comes back from Mexico. (I guess Nathan was late coming home so Dean and I got engaged.) I tell him that if Nathan were going to come back he would send me a letter or call me or something. Then we kiss and go back to my house. (Which is a house I have never seen before but it has my calendar with my work schedule hanging up in the kitchen.)

So Dean and I are talking to each other and Levi is looking at my calendar and all of a sudden he yells at Dean “Did you two have sex back in April?” Dean answers and tells him yes. Levi says he was just checking because he knows that I am not pregnant so we do not have to get married if that is why we were getting married. Dean wants to know how he figured that out. “She makes cute little Xs on four days out of every month. That means she keeps track of her cycle and there are already marks on May.”

All of a sudden my dream changes and I am at work, good old Taco Bell except it is part of Mr. D’s now. I still work with all the people from ND though. I have a migraine and I am feeling dizzy so I am not working very well. It also does not help that the assistant manager (Jeff S.) and the general manager’s brother (Colin) thought it would be fun to put everything in the store in the wrong spots. I am trying to steam but I cannot find any of the flour tortillas. They are not in the steam cabinet. Jeff tells me where they are and I have to unbury them because there are 4 bags of salad dressing on top of them. Jeff yells at me to hurry up and I tell him if he is going to keep yelling at me I am going home. As I walk away to do something else he punches me in the back of the head. So I just sat down and refused to work. A little kid that is sitting next to me offers me some M & Ms to make me feel better. After Jeff finished that order he sits down and would not work anymore either.

I watched Colin play around on the Internet for a little bit. He was just being a dork and signing guest books by pushing a bunch of keys. After he signed Cash’s guest book I got up to make the next order because I knew where the crunchy taco shells were. Jeff stands up knocks the taco shells out of my hand and grabs my arm and starts twisting my arm. Once I pulled my arm away from him I found the shift manager and told her she should call someone to cover the rest of my shift because I was going home because Jeff was beating me up.

As soon as I walked out of Mr. D’s I was at CWC in my self defense class the day that we did the demonstration for everyone and Jeff H. (the instructor) was making me demonstrate how to do round house kicks because I am so good at them in slow motion. Nathan was there and I was so happy.

That was the end of my dream Jennifer and Johnny made some noise out in the living room and kind of woke me up. But seeing Nathan those few seconds in my dream made me think about the 4th last year. Nathan and I went up to Atlantic City with my mom and dad to watch the best fireworks display in Wyoming and cuddled on the steps of an old church while my mom and dad had a beer. My mom sat with us on the church steps to play chaperone while she drank her beer, but my dad sat down by the car because those were the steps to a house of God and he could not drink beer on them. It was super cute, just like my dad. After the fireworks on the way back to Lander Nathan and I cuddled in the back seat of the car.

I wish he were here so I could have his arms wrapped around me again this 4th of July. But instead I get to spend the last 7 hours of the 4th and the first 3 hours of the 5th working at stinky Taco Bell. At least I do not have to work with Jeff S. tonight. I think that would freak me out just a little bit.