finished moving everything

Everything is moved now.

I have only been sitting here for ever. I was just going to check my email and then I decided to play at moving everything.

My horoscope was cute for this weekend. So I am sharing. You will actually see it twice in the entry, because of some crackhead on ICQ. But that will be a little later.

Make time to strengthen ties with someone who offers security, confidence andhope. Sentimentality and tenderness soothe your soul because you've been brooding over the darker side of human nature. Love is in the air, and you're eager to partake. So favor one-to-one interactions and deep discussions. Quality time and touching solve your existential crisis.

Love is so totally in the air this weekend. I just wish Nathan was here or I was there. Then there would be like fireworks in the air too.

Okay I am the world's biggest dork. That sounded so darn cheesy.

I totally believe Dorea about the Montana guys on ICQ being all crazy. Well I guess it isn't just the Montana ones, the one I mentioned earlier was from Missouri.

This 24 year old Army Recruiter from here in Great Falls, starts talking to me. I he asks if I have a picture, so I send him the picture that I send everyone. The one off of my webpage from forever ago. He freaks out about how beautiful I am and asks why I am sitting at home on a Saturday Night. I should be out and about. So when he asks what I do for fun I said haven't really done anything fun up here. I've been to the movies twice. And that before I moved up here I used to hang out with my friends and bf.

After that he disappeared. Are the people here that lonely and desperate. As soon as you say anything about having a significant other they disappear and you aren't worth their time, because you prolly won't go out with them.

Pat came on ICQ and we have been chatting for a little while. It is good to be able to talk to part of the old group(from CWC)again. I miss them so much sometimes. This is the first time I can say Pat is a cute drunk. Maybe it is because I am not there with him. He just said this:

ya know what? i'm feeling good. i've come to realize several things in the past few days. 1. is that i love you and always will, but i love the thing you and Cowboy(nickname I gave Nathan way before we started dating) have more. 2. i lost my train of thought

We talked for a bit longer and I got his okay to put that in this entry, and then he decided he needed to go to bed. He left saying he would email me in the morning, because he feels like he needs too.

It has taken me almost an hour to type this entry so I think it is time to be done with this one, because I still want to make an entry for that crazy icq dude from Missouri. The conversation was too long to put in this entry.