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So the guy that I was so in love with and was living with me ended up being a dud.
He cheated on me with one of my girls. When she confessed to me he wouldn't deny it but he wouldn't admit to it either.
Me being the insane person that I had become with him convinced myself that he deserved a second chance. Things were better for a month or two and be started to stray again.
This time with a married woman with a very open marriage as long as her husband was also on the receiving end. Which is not something that I could bring myself to do. I just wasn't going to sleep with someone old enough to be my dad.
So we pretend to be in a relationship until another one of my girls starts having problems with the boyfriend that she was living with.
Eric broke up with me on Valentine's Day 2007 because he wanted to have a relationship with another one of my friends.
Of course that didn't work out because she would never break up with her boyfriend.
Last fall he met a girl that wasn't one of my friends, finally moved out of my house in December. Got engaged in February. And moved to Alaska in March.
Silly me thought I was free and would finally be able to move on with my life. How can someone thousands of miles away still try to run my life?
Oh by having is friends back home check on me. By asking if I would ever let him come home and if I would take him back. Funny huh?
It'll never happen. I'd like to think that I'm smarter than that. But that doesn't mean that I was smart enough not to fall for another class A loser.
That is a short tale for another morning. Now I must start getting ready for work.