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Finals week, oh what a joy. I am attempting to study for my Forensic Science Final, right now. It occurred to my earlier that it would be a lot easier for me to study for this test if I had actually attended the class more than 10% of the time. But, that would have required some normal pattern of sleep during the dark hours of the day, instead of through the morning hours. I did get the chapter on DNA read finally. I had to go sit at Taco Bell for three hours to do so. After watching American Dreams on NBC and rearranging the living room after work I could hardly keep my eyes open. So I have read all three chapters of the book that are going to be on the test, which is better than I did for the last test which I pretty much failed.

I am totally unmotivated. I wasn’t even sure if I was going to take classes in the spring, I should have registered the day I could have registered instead of putting it off.
These are the classes I intended to take in the spring: First Year Spanish 2, College Algebra (because CWC math isn’t good enough for UND,) Intro to Policing, Research Methods in Psychology, Police Role in Society.
These are the classes I am registered for: First Year Spanish 2, Child Welfare, Drugs: Addiction Dynamics and Child Development.

It is going to be such a good waste of a semester. I may as well drop out now. I really don’t think I can handle another 2 years of school. I’m sick of it all.

So after I got home from Taco Bell, Jennifer and I watched Dawson’s Creek from last week. If anyone can send me the address to the town of Capeside it would be greatly appreciated. I would like to send an imaginary pipe bomb to blow up their imaginary town and put me out of my misery.

By the end of the episode I had thrown my favorite pen and a highlighter at the TV. I am really tired of the constant mangling of every relationship that has ever happened on this show.

I actually liked Joey again, Dawson was getting some but not on camera anymore. I wanted something bad to happen to Dawson when Audrey drove the car into the house. Then Audrey’s whole speech about everyone made me want something bad to happen to her. Pacey trying to save Audrey’s drunken ass made me want to borrow Dougie’s gun and put him out of his misery. Then Eddy left Joey, which is when the pen flew across the room. The Joey runs straight to Dawson, there goes the highlighter.

Didn’t Pacey kiss Emma on the last show? Why wasn’t she even mentioned in this show, they made a point to explain the lack of Jack, what about Emma? Yes, it is just another relationship for the writers to mess up just as soon as the ever-faithful (for no known reason) audience falls in love with the couple. But I would rather know what is coming now than the stupid kiss not being mentioned again until the season is almost over.

All the writer’s need to do it get Joey, Audrey, Jenn and Jack as drunk as the made Todd out to be at Christmas dinner and lock them into a room together and let the orgy begin. Maybe throw Todd in the room with them. Then the whole freaking cast will have slept with each other and we can call it good with out having to see Dawson and Joey get back together.

I’m just a little upset about the stinking show and really not in the mood to learn about drugs right now. The last thing I read about LSD made me think that there might be LSD in the water here in Grand Forks.

”The drug also produces marked changes in mood, leading to laughing or crying at the slightest provocation. Feelings of anxiety and tension almost always accompany LSD’s use.” (from the 7th edition of Criminalistics an introduction to forensic science, Richard Saferstein.)

Maybe the crazy moodiness, and fits of laughter are due to my serious lack of sleep. I kind of think it is more fun to believe that the whole town in taking LSD, but I doubt that is the case.

So do I sleep and take the chance of not getting up for my 8 am final, or do I stay up so I can fall asleep when I get to school to take my 8 am final. It is 3 am though so my bed is finally calling my name, it is ready to have company other than a cat. But I can’t get up before 9 am if I go to bed at 3, how am I supposed to get up before 8?