babbling

My brain is finally in shut down mode. I am having lots of trouble functioning. I can't listen to my current favorite song, because of the Subject line in Pat's wonderful email, being the title of the song. So I hear the song and think of all the pain I have caused Pat by comeing back to school here.

Stupid boys...ruin all the good things in life.

I am at work. I am starving. I have a ton of papers to grade and I just don't have the brain power to do it.

I am working to much. My classes aren't that hard, but they take everything out of me. For the first time last week I considered dropping one of my advisors classes. It will be the last class I ever take from her and I just can't handle it. It isn't even a class that I need, but I can't make my self drop. I didn't turn in two assingnments and I did a half ass job on another on that I turned in. I didn't even finish half of it.

I can't wait for Spring Break, but I sit here praying that my 100$ bus ticket to Great Falls gets lost in the mail. I don't think I can handle going to Great Falls with Lindsay for a whole week. The fact that I will be in Montana and not able to go see Dorea and Forrest if he makes it up there just sucks my will to live.

At this point the wasting of 100$ dollars and a few days of extra work then driving up to Butte isn't looking like such a bad idea. It would get me away from all the people who are making me absolutly crazy and back with a real friend. Only problem is the wonderful tires on my car. The only thing they are good for right now is attempted vehicular homicide as noted in a previous entry.

So maybe the ride to Great Falls on the wonderful bus with Lindsay and attempting to find a cheap rental car will be cheaper than buying new tires.

I don't know. My brain hurts. I need to go find some food before self-defense, aerobics and western social dance. My wonderfully easy classes that never have any homework. Well almost never.